ALONE IN THIS WINDOW OF MEMORIES
I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE
To disappear from silences
TO GROW PALE WITH THE WIND
To lose all senses of agonies
And wild embraces
I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE
HANGED ON WALLS OF TIMES
Through icy thoughts
Through emptiness
Through abandonments
When they come closer to me
SWALLOWED IN KISSES
As I am nothing
Not myself
To feel the warmth of tears
The colours I have lost through
tired rains
I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE
AND RUN TOWARDS THE TREES…
Poem by Linda Dervishi
Translated into English by
Enkeleda Suti
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(Varianti origjinal në shqip)
Vetêm nê ketê dritare kujtimesh
Tê dal dua prej kêtu
Tê zhdukem nga heshtjet
Te zbehem me erên
T’i humb tê gjitha senset nêpêr agonitê
E perqafimeve tê ¢mendura,..
Dua tê dal prej kêtu e varur nepêr muret e kohêve, nepêr akujt e mendimeve,
nëper zbrazêtitê e braktisjeve kur mê afrohen e mê perpihen puthjeve,..
Se asgjê nuk jam, as vetja tê ndjej ngrohtêsinê e lotêve,ngjyrat qê kam humbur
neper shirat e lodhur,..
Dua tê dal prej kêtu,tê vrapoj drejt pemêve …
Nga Linda Dervishi